Right Inside

What is it inside of me? My heart is boiling. I want to understand everything that's inside of me. I don't want to believe things just because other people do. Just because they won't be upset with me as long as I fit into their system. I want to boldly believe whatever I believe because I believe it. I could spend my entire life trying to please others, only to find out that they changed their own opinions and still didn't agree with me.
I must live life passionately. I must follow the Truth. I love God. I want to serve Him. I want to learn from Him. I trust in his Word, the living and written word. I do not want to live in shackled fear or suffocating timidity. I cannot be afraid to get things wrong. Its time to peacefully lash out at life. To give it all I have. To stretch the corners of my imagination, to color in my dreams. I want to use this body until its no good anymore. And when that day comes, I'll trade it in for a new and eternal one. But I do not want to waste what I've been given.
I want to love like God. I want to be like God. I want to be exactly what He would have me be. God is my life. He is my salvation. He is my everything. I want the peace which surpasses all understanding. I want the love that conquers death. I want the faith which moves mountains. I want to know the power of the Cross. I want to understand the mysteries of the universe.